blame game..

[Kanye West]Things used to be, now they not
Anything but us is who we are
Disguising ourselves as secret lovers
We've become public enemies
We walk away like strangers in the street
Gone for eternity
We erased one another
So far from where we came
With so much of everything, how do we leave with nothing
Lack of visual empathy equates the meaning of L-O-V-E
Hatred and attitude tear us entirely

lets play the blame games....

there are tears falling down my face... im confused.. i just dont know what to do

what I "want" but dont really "need"

okay i want lots of things but do i really need them tho! to me, yes I do =)
So Mr. Santa if you come across my blog just send me a bag full of money hehe thanks you!
--> List please

1. a new phone and a new plan!!!

not really want that iphone 4 shit... just give me the HTC or Blackberry curve


yes i only like blackberrys and HTC they were made for me... time to say bye to the pearl ..eeeww
2.   a laptop!!! mmm i really do need this since im in college and im tired of having to walk to the media   center on campus all the time..
MACBOOK!
i mean who doesnt want an apple mac as a laptop.. i have used one and its amazing... and its HIGH $999 buts in the end its worth the money =)
3. MP3! i had one but my itouch broke.. ugh sad sad but they have the new one

um thats most of what i want but do i really NEED.. kinda, maybe, yes...

the black keys

great band! i discovered them a year ago.. no wait more then a year.. one of their tracks called "when the lights go out" was on the soundtrack of the movie BLACK SNAKE MOAN...i fell in love .. a year later i picked them back up... glade they put out another album.. rare that i find an artist where on the album i love EVERY song.. they make you fall in love with the blues

a change

i want something new because its needed in my life right now... i have no direction right now either, kinda lost in the fog.